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De Gehangene – The Hangman

This card depicts someone who is waiting. Waiting for a career promotion or a new job. In general, waiting to make a decision. This is a very slow moving energy.

The Hanged Man is a symbol for the turning points in life, showing up a need to stop and assess a situation. We’re hanging in the air until we find a new view of the things around us, a proper way to rearrange or restart.

Trust that this is a passage from one phase of your life to another.

If you are not sure what or who you need to give up, trust that things will resolve themselves over time and whatever the outcome it will ultimately be to your benefit.

The Hangman

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The main lesson of the Hanged Man is that we “control” by letting go – we “win” by surrendering

De Gehangene voor stagnatie en daardoor uitstel of uiteindelijk afstel van dat wat je wilt. Plannen worden niet uitgevoerd. Het gaat vooral om kleine, hinderlijke en vertragende gebeurtenissen die je ergeren maar waar je niet over nadenkt. Er tegen in gaan en zaken forceren levert niets op.

De Gehangene zien dat je vast zit in een situatie die je als erg onaangenaam ervaart.

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Geliefden – The Lovers

Once the lovers card is in your spread, it means there is a choice you are having to make. Whether is staying on a job or leaving or waiting on a new position. There is some sort of choice you are having to make so you are in a waiting mode when you also get the hangman card on your spread.

This is the universe saying ‘yes, do it. Take that chance’

Take the leap. Don’t stay behind in something that you are not happy with. Because if you do take this new position. You are going to be happy there.

When the lovers cards is not about relationship and love reading it is about ‘choices‘. To feel guided towards this choice. And for a good reason. It is the universe saying ‘we had enough‘.

 

The Lovers – Los Enamorados

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

De Geliefden aan dat je, zonder voorbehoud, tot een duidelijke keuze zult moeten komen. Je moet tot een standpunt komen. Je zult daarbij rekening moeten houden met alle feiten en deze afwegen. De keuze die je maakt is bepalend voor het vervolg van zaken en in welke richting je verder gaat. Dit standpunt waarvoor je kiest kan te maken hebben met een nieuwe baan, nieuw taakgebied of het inslaan van een andere richting van je loopbaan. Ook kan De Geliefden aangeven dat je innerlijk volmondig ja zegt tegen je huidige baan.

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Pentakels Vijf – 5 of Pentacles

You saw things in this relationship the way you wanted to see them and not how they actually were. Somebody was pulling the wolf over your eyes that you yourself didn’t want to see how they really were.

Someone kept things from you. You ultimate found out.

The snow on the ground symbolizes being left out in the cold. The feeling of being left outside alone. There are two people walking in front of the church and they don’t really see the pentacles in the background. They are kind of humbling through the snow with this feeling left out in the cold.

So perhaps that this person you cared about and who you trusted kept things from you and we cannot say it enough you felt ‘left outside in the cold’.

That feeling of ‘how can you do this to me?’ , ‘I am all alone’. Someone withholding information. You allowed this person to get away with too much.

Five of Pentacles tarot card denotes financial loss and hardship. It can also mean you feel there is no security.

Ceccoli Tarot version

Allowing the inconsiderate acts of others to make you feel small says a lot about how much value you place on yourself.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

When you love someone in a soulmate connection kind of way, it almost seems out of this world.  The love that you feel for that person. Like nothing that you felt before. And sometimes, we do things we normally would not do, if it was just us on our own. Like that feeling makes you do things out of character or behave out of character. Intuitive you knew something was unraveling but didn’t stop it and let it happened.

In relaties staat Pentakels Vijf voor eenzaamheid en ontbering. Je hebt een ellendig gevoel, denkt dat niemand van je houdt, voelt jezelf minderwaardig en in enkele gevallen ben je wanhopig. Er is te kort aan liefde, warmte en intiem samenzijn. De kaart geeft aan dat je moet kijken naar een ommekeer in je patronen en structuren om een nieuwe vorm in de relatie te brengen. Wanneer Pentakels Vijf een crisis in de relatie aangeeft hoef je er niet van uit te gaan dat deze ook op een mislukking uitloopt. Het is een periode van beklemmende gevoelens en te kort van alles die, wanneer deze doorstaan wordt, elke relatie sterker maakt. Yvonne Koelemeijer

 

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Ceccoli Tarot version

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Bekers Zeven – 7 of Cups

This card means I have to choose between many options, all of which may be tempting but only one of which is the best choice. At others times not all of  choices are real options at all; they are delusions of the imagination.

This year I found myself trying to choose between the old or new path. Between my heart and head. Life is about choices.  I have been pulled into different directions.

Anywhere but Here. ..

It is time to let go of the past and let a new love and life in.

Is it the light at the end of the tunnel ?

You may also be feeling like you have too many choices and all of them look good. It’s like going into your favorite restaurant and not being able to decide between which meal to order, so you end up order two appetizers, one entree, order for your spouse so you can share with them and finish that off with a dessert. You order too much food and get to take it all home in a doggie bag for later. Yvonne Koelemeijer
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Pentakels Tien – Ten of Pentacles

The ten of pentacles is coming…

Ten of Pentacles

 

Feel like you have it already!

This is one of the best financial cards you can get during a tarot reading. Big money coming into the home. I remember my last tarot reading, there were pentacles everywhere but not all pentacles mean money.

A period of fullness and security

De kaart staat ook voor zekerheid van werk, goede onderhandelingen, ander gunstige zaken, een goed salaris en succes op het materiële en ideële vlak.Yvonne Koelemeijer

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Somebody That I Used To Know

Video – Gotye

When you spend quality time with your loved ones…

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A waste of love, time and money-Yvonne Koelemeijer

As hard as it is, there is an important karmic lesson to be learned from each relationship we experience in our lives. One must remember that every ending is a blessing in disguise, for there is always a new beginning that follows it. You will love again. Like they say. What you are looking for is looking for you!

 

Anastasia – Left Outside Alone

Anastacia – One Day In Your Life

Yvonne Koelemeijer

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Zwaarden Tien – 10 of Swords

Everything that meant to happen..happened! Now it is over/ done.

When you get a 10 of swords on a tarot card readings it means the swords are stuck on the back. The betrayal (backstabbing) has been done.

There was a third-party situation. They lied about this third-person. The past, the ex-lover, ex-fantasy, ex-unfinished business. They betrayed (backstabbed) my love and my trust. Monique Dinandt

I gave 80% and the other person 20%.

They drained me financially, emotionally and physically. This was a narcissistic, lying and manipulative person. It was their way or no way.

They love the attention of other and flirted with other people behind my back. The only problem is that they forgot I am a programmer and into computers. I read and saw everything. They keep lying and backstabbing after this day not realizing I can read it all.

WHAT YOU DON’T KNOW ABOUT THE OTHER PERSON? Be aware – keep your eyes on the price!

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Zwaarden Tien-images by Google https://wintersession2012.wordpress.com/2012/01/10/10-of-swords/#jp-carousel-1591

Zwaarden Tien gaat altijd om een pijnlijk afscheid dat je beleeft met een bezwaard gevoel of met opluchting.

In relaties geeft Zwaarden Tien aan dat je “er een eind aan maakt”. Het kan gaan om het einde van een echte bedrukkende en slechte relatie. Meestal gaat het er meer om dat je met de kracht van je verstand je gevoelens afsluit en op die manier iets wat belangrijk is wegstopt. Hierdoor kan de wisselwerking in de relatie verstoord worden.


De zwaarden zijn over onze mentale wereld en de verschillende staten van het feit dat we ons in. Elke keer dat ik trek de Tien van Zwaarden voor iemand ik weet dat deze persoon heeft een zeer slechte staat van de geest. Dit is niet een happy place to be. Een heleboel keer je zal gaan door middel van een uiteenvallen van een relatie, een scheiding, een verlies, of een soort van verdriet met een relatie. Soms is het misschien heb je je hart in uw bedrijf en uw carrière geïnvesteerd en je hebt getroffen door een enorme tegenslag of er iets is niet erg goed komen, zodat je een staat van totale ondergang en wanhoop voelen. Yvonne Koelemeijer

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Mi Alma Fantasma (My soul)


Dana Kerstein (with lyrics)

These past few years, I have embarked on a spiritual journey. That journey has ended. I found the answers to my questions (even though most of it is a painful discovery, I believe this is the end of that journey). A new cycle of my career and personal life has started and I’m looking forward to this new beginning.

There are things we can’t do alone. Argue, climb and hold the ladder at the same time, etc. We think that we should have live as a couple or with your ideal partner. Even if your partner is very strange. The fact is, there are couples that ended out like a three (3) – third-party involvement; or couples that separate; there are couple that are just simple impossible or incompatibles; or couples that can still continue as a couple due to family commitments or routine, when at some point in time, there was a couple. Couples that were and today are nothing. And that’s what scare us the most in this life. When a couple breaks down, for whatever reason, the first feeling we feel is panic. The loss of control of our life and to feel alone.

The most important thing in this life is to learn how to fly alone!

So now that I am back, I am looking forward to sharing some new insights on CDISC/SAS mapping projects, new EDC systems I am testing out and some old coding.

Note: Please note I am not longer available for consultation or business. Do not contact me via the contact on this blog. I will not return your request.

Mi Alma Fantasma Yvonne Koelemeijer

Escucho un susurro silencioso,
sé que eres un fantasma,
y observo que tu sombra tarda en marcharse…
Y siento tu fantasma…

¿Cuánto tiempo; cuán lejos necesito ir?
Antes de que tu corazón roto
se abra y tome mi alma…
mi alma…

Dentro de las oscuras esquinas de una mente atormentada
veo imágenes dispersas de un solitario niño

¿Cuánto tiempo?, ¿cuán lejos necesito ir?
Antes de que tu roto corazón
se abra y toque mi alma…
mi alma…

Y todo lo siento dentro de mi,
es un espacio vacío,
sé que deseas aparecerme
pero no dejas tu rastro..

¿Cuánto tiempo?, ¿cuán lejos necesito ir?…
Antes de que tu corazón roto
se abra y toque mi alma…
mi alma
mi alma
mi alma

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